Calm

 

To be honest, I am not pretty sure about my future. I am not pretty sure if I am ready for laboral world, like, the “typical” laboral world that everyone tells you that is so awful, and it makes you anxious about, I am not pretty sure if I am ready to take care of myself, I am still feeling like I am a little girl who don’t know that to do, when I’m walking ing the Street, going to market for example, I always feel like people see me and is like “why this child is walking alone?”, it is so stressful that you are not feeling enough not even for yourself, your family and even people that literally never saw you before thing some thing like that, or you feel is like that. The only thing that I am sure about is that I want to draw, I want to express all of my feelings, I want to see the world and learn a lot of cultures, being with my cat, stay in a park, maybe with an ice cream, being with my Friends, talking, laughing, playing … I want to feel calm once in my life, not feeling guilty for doing nothing in a day or eat something that I love eating, create things with my hands, appreciate the little details in life that you can’t appreciate being anxious.

 

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