I prefer my way

Well, Unfornately FAU has made me feel dissapointed in a lot of ways, first, the building are not in their best condition, I have heard that they had not have a reacondition in years, and you can see that easily.

Another problema is probably the use of the faculty. Did you know that here in FAU there is machines for laser-cut? I discover it because I wanted to make handmade merch for an illustration event, if is not for that, probably I have never know that. Obviusly think that I am in design, probably if you are in Architecture you use it a lot, but this faculty is for all of us, and we need that kind of information. It would help me a lot in some subjects, probably not even the teachers know about it.

And, the most important, Teaching Methods. I am a person who is so practical. I love doing mockups, drawing, photography, and I think that in a lot of subjets they can teach us the same but with some funny plot twist, I do not want writing an essay, I do not learn a lot by doing something that I do not think that I would do in the “real world”, I need to understand what designing is, how I can help people with my knowledge and creativity, learn more of how to use Illustrator, Photoshop or InDesign, Programs that I need to manage very well for doing my job

                        -Another Illustration!-

It's a promise

Something that I really hate is hot weather. Literally it exhausts me a lot, and even I’ve got fainted because of it. So, thinking about it, probably my best summer holidays could be in somewhere is cold, or at least the weather is more regulated than here in Santiago.

So, if I think about somewhere that is cold, probably my first thought is “The Antartica”, But of course is not where I want to go haha, I can’t stand hot weather and I can’t stand super cold weather either.

I guess that the best place I could choose to summer holiday vacation probably is the south of my country, Chile. To be honest, My dad once made a promise with me of going there, because I’ve never went to the south. I’ve been in a lot of places of my country, always in north side though, Like, Iquique or La Serena, and I love those places, but I want to see more of my own culture and country, like, “the next stage” is going there. Saw Torres del Paine or visit Chiloé, a lot of people always say to me that the South of Chile is amazing, beautiful, and if I go there someday, I’ll never forget how marvelous it is. I don’t want to have such a high expectative about it, but at the same time it excite me, more than anything.

Calm

 

To be honest, I am not pretty sure about my future. I am not pretty sure if I am ready for laboral world, like, the “typical” laboral world that everyone tells you that is so awful, and it makes you anxious about, I am not pretty sure if I am ready to take care of myself, I am still feeling like I am a little girl who don’t know that to do, when I’m walking ing the Street, going to market for example, I always feel like people see me and is like “why this child is walking alone?”, it is so stressful that you are not feeling enough not even for yourself, your family and even people that literally never saw you before thing some thing like that, or you feel is like that. The only thing that I am sure about is that I want to draw, I want to express all of my feelings, I want to see the world and learn a lot of cultures, being with my cat, stay in a park, maybe with an ice cream, being with my Friends, talking, laughing, playing … I want to feel calm once in my life, not feeling guilty for doing nothing in a day or eat something that I love eating, create things with my hands, appreciate the little details in life that you can’t appreciate being anxious.

 

                          - One of my draws!<3 -

My ideal future

I’m not pretty sure about my future, but, something that I would love to do is learning more about drawing and illustration. Something that a lot of people don’t know is that this subjects is something that you are always in learning pase. How to physic and anatomy Works, how to express an emotion or a message in a drawings, color theory, how to make dynamics poses, harmonious compositions, is a BIG world for learning, and studying that probably will make me so happy not only because I love learning, because it also will make me drawing better, my dream of live from my drawing and illustration could come true, and for that kind of learning it don’t necessary need to be in a college, I can go travel through the world and draw whatever I want, or whatever that makes me feel happy, sad, or even angry. Other thing that I dream about is learning different cultures and see how other countries are and knowing people from there, so traveling and drawing, can you imagine it? Two dreams coming true <3 That is what I always ask the stars and the moon <3.